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Feb. 2nd, 2016 09:18 amPlayer name: Yue
Contact info:
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Other characters currently played: Dave Strider, Chara, Kyouko Sakura
Character name: Ellen; pretends to be Viola
Age: Centuries old.
Canon: The Witch's House
Canonpoint: Diary of Ellen, end of chapter three.
Background: here.
Personality:
Ellen is, in quite a few ways, the victim of her circumstances. Born a sickly child with a mysterious skin disease that ate away at her limbs, Ellen felt that she was nothing more than a burden to her own parents. Her father could not bring himself to look her in the eye, and her mother's love for her was a tenuous, fragile thing stretched to its thinnest point by the mental and physical exhaustion of having to take care of a daughter who was incapable of looking and behaving like other children. As a result, Ellen gained an immense inferiority complex and came to believe that she should never voice her own desires, instead quietly acquiescing to the desires of those around her. She believed this was necessary for her continued survival, and so she gave up even her most basic rights as a human being.
This begins to change when Ellen comes into contact with the demon and makes a contract with it in exchange for another chance at life. With the demon's magic, Ellen finally gets a taste of what a normal life is like. For the first time, she knows what things could have been like for her if she'd grown up under normal circumstances. The pain in her joints subsides, and she learns what it's like to not be in constant agony. The physical effects of her illness that made everyone fear and revile her so leave, and she sees for herself the drastic difference in treatment she receives. Most of all, she has the freedom to move around and do as she pleases.
This marks the change in her outlook; when she loses all of this, she cannot bear it. Although she lived most of her life without these things, she did not acutely feel her own misery, because her miserable life circumstances were all she ever knew. Thus, after realizing just what she's been missing out on her entire life, she turns into the goal-driven, cruel witch who will do anything to get what she wants.
Ellen is a bundle of contradictions. Much of this has to do with the fact that there are many parts of her that she does not want to admit. She does not want to confront her own weaknesses, and so she denies that they exist. In some cases, she even forces herself to forget parts of her own past in order to aid in her denial. Her mental deterioration also accounts for some of her actions, however, as she begins to have more and more difficulty making sense of her own past.
This is most visibly seen in Ellen's definition of "friendship." Although one of her primary motivations is finding a friend, she cannot keep a consistent view of what she expects of her friends. At one moment, friends are simply stepping stones; people who should die for her so that she can get what she wants. Yet, at another, she states that she wishes for someone whom she can learn to love and who will love her in return.
As can be seen, the truth teeters somewhere in between the two extremes; Ellen does care for her friends, and so killing them brings her pain, as much as she might deny it - the way she denies ever feeling regret for any of her actions - but there's still an insecurity in every one of her actions. After being abandoned by both her parents and her first friend - and after being betrayed by the demon - she now fears giving anyone too much power over her. Even as she comes to care for someone deeply, she still stays on guard around them, because she knows that the more deeply she cares for someone the bigger their capability to truly, deeply hurt her becomes.
Ultimately, Ellen is still very much a child who was deprived of affection and attention and thus yearns desperately for it. In the name of obtaining love, all else is insignificant. In the name of attention, she will hurt and kill and put herself in harm's way, as evidenced by the fact that she purposefully allows some of her victims to escape with their lives so that they can spread her name far and wide (this at the cost of attracting the attention of many witch hunters). She is horribly lonely and has been her entire life, and this is the defining trait that motivates her. Every single one of her actions is spurred by a desire to be loved. However, due to her upbringing, her definition of "love" has become irrevocably twisted. She believes that love is manipulation - bending another person to her will and making them suffer emotionally and physically so that they will pay more and more attention to her (and her alone). Even when, at the end of her canon, she finally does succeed in obtaining a father who will love her unconditionally, it is implied that she will still go on to hurt him because she can no longer grasp the idea of a love that is not based in pain.
Wish: "I... I want to live."
During the canonpoint I've chosen, Ellen is in a very precarious position. Although a witch's body can endure countless torment, a witch's heart cannot. Ellen's heart was injured, and due to that, her body started to fall apart. Even magic could no longer stop the progression of her illness, and she came to realize that if she did not do something fast, she would soon die.
Ellen has clung to life for centuries. Despite all the suffering that she's endured, she's never lost her desire to live. It was this desire that led to her first contract with the cat demon, and so it seems only appropriate that her desire to live inevitably pulls her into a contract with Kyuubey.
Ellen's wish would be granted by turning her into a magi. As a magi, she would truly be cured of her illness.
Passive ability: The ability to shapeshift into Viola. Although the demon promised Ellen a cure for her illness, what it offered her instead was a bodyswapping spell. Said spell required a strong bond of trust and consent from both parties, which Ellen believed she might be able to acquire from Viola, who was naive, trusting, and altogether too compassionate. Viola was Ellen's last hope for survival before Kyuubey came along. Thus, Ellen associates Viola's body heavily with her chances of living.
Active ability: The ability to manipulate and weaponize roses, which would allow Ellen to control their growth and extend their vines into whips with which to attack her enemies. In her canon, roses are the lifeblood of a witch. Roses bloom in response to each soul that the witch claims, and the roses themselves are made of blood vessels that are connected to the witch. It is said that if a witch's flowers wilt, then the witch will die. As a result, Ellen's wish to live would give her control over the one thing that is strongly tied to her life.
Weapon: a rose.
Sample: here.
Contact info:
Other characters currently played: Dave Strider, Chara, Kyouko Sakura
Character name: Ellen; pretends to be Viola
Age: Centuries old.
Canon: The Witch's House
Canonpoint: Diary of Ellen, end of chapter three.
Background: here.
Personality:
Ellen is, in quite a few ways, the victim of her circumstances. Born a sickly child with a mysterious skin disease that ate away at her limbs, Ellen felt that she was nothing more than a burden to her own parents. Her father could not bring himself to look her in the eye, and her mother's love for her was a tenuous, fragile thing stretched to its thinnest point by the mental and physical exhaustion of having to take care of a daughter who was incapable of looking and behaving like other children. As a result, Ellen gained an immense inferiority complex and came to believe that she should never voice her own desires, instead quietly acquiescing to the desires of those around her. She believed this was necessary for her continued survival, and so she gave up even her most basic rights as a human being.
This begins to change when Ellen comes into contact with the demon and makes a contract with it in exchange for another chance at life. With the demon's magic, Ellen finally gets a taste of what a normal life is like. For the first time, she knows what things could have been like for her if she'd grown up under normal circumstances. The pain in her joints subsides, and she learns what it's like to not be in constant agony. The physical effects of her illness that made everyone fear and revile her so leave, and she sees for herself the drastic difference in treatment she receives. Most of all, she has the freedom to move around and do as she pleases.
This marks the change in her outlook; when she loses all of this, she cannot bear it. Although she lived most of her life without these things, she did not acutely feel her own misery, because her miserable life circumstances were all she ever knew. Thus, after realizing just what she's been missing out on her entire life, she turns into the goal-driven, cruel witch who will do anything to get what she wants.
I felt my cheeks ache, and I touched them. Was it regret? Surely not. It was just loneliness.
Ellen is a bundle of contradictions. Much of this has to do with the fact that there are many parts of her that she does not want to admit. She does not want to confront her own weaknesses, and so she denies that they exist. In some cases, she even forces herself to forget parts of her own past in order to aid in her denial. Her mental deterioration also accounts for some of her actions, however, as she begins to have more and more difficulty making sense of her own past.
This is most visibly seen in Ellen's definition of "friendship." Although one of her primary motivations is finding a friend, she cannot keep a consistent view of what she expects of her friends. At one moment, friends are simply stepping stones; people who should die for her so that she can get what she wants. Yet, at another, she states that she wishes for someone whom she can learn to love and who will love her in return.
She had sacrificed so many people for her desire.
She crushed human skulls like a child stepping on ants. But I also knew how it brought her agony.
All the people who died for her were her friends.
As can be seen, the truth teeters somewhere in between the two extremes; Ellen does care for her friends, and so killing them brings her pain, as much as she might deny it - the way she denies ever feeling regret for any of her actions - but there's still an insecurity in every one of her actions. After being abandoned by both her parents and her first friend - and after being betrayed by the demon - she now fears giving anyone too much power over her. Even as she comes to care for someone deeply, she still stays on guard around them, because she knows that the more deeply she cares for someone the bigger their capability to truly, deeply hurt her becomes.
Ultimately, Ellen is still very much a child who was deprived of affection and attention and thus yearns desperately for it. In the name of obtaining love, all else is insignificant. In the name of attention, she will hurt and kill and put herself in harm's way, as evidenced by the fact that she purposefully allows some of her victims to escape with their lives so that they can spread her name far and wide (this at the cost of attracting the attention of many witch hunters). She is horribly lonely and has been her entire life, and this is the defining trait that motivates her. Every single one of her actions is spurred by a desire to be loved. However, due to her upbringing, her definition of "love" has become irrevocably twisted. She believes that love is manipulation - bending another person to her will and making them suffer emotionally and physically so that they will pay more and more attention to her (and her alone). Even when, at the end of her canon, she finally does succeed in obtaining a father who will love her unconditionally, it is implied that she will still go on to hurt him because she can no longer grasp the idea of a love that is not based in pain.
Wish: "I... I want to live."
During the canonpoint I've chosen, Ellen is in a very precarious position. Although a witch's body can endure countless torment, a witch's heart cannot. Ellen's heart was injured, and due to that, her body started to fall apart. Even magic could no longer stop the progression of her illness, and she came to realize that if she did not do something fast, she would soon die.
Ellen has clung to life for centuries. Despite all the suffering that she's endured, she's never lost her desire to live. It was this desire that led to her first contract with the cat demon, and so it seems only appropriate that her desire to live inevitably pulls her into a contract with Kyuubey.
Ellen's wish would be granted by turning her into a magi. As a magi, she would truly be cured of her illness.
Passive ability: The ability to shapeshift into Viola. Although the demon promised Ellen a cure for her illness, what it offered her instead was a bodyswapping spell. Said spell required a strong bond of trust and consent from both parties, which Ellen believed she might be able to acquire from Viola, who was naive, trusting, and altogether too compassionate. Viola was Ellen's last hope for survival before Kyuubey came along. Thus, Ellen associates Viola's body heavily with her chances of living.
Active ability: The ability to manipulate and weaponize roses, which would allow Ellen to control their growth and extend their vines into whips with which to attack her enemies. In her canon, roses are the lifeblood of a witch. Roses bloom in response to each soul that the witch claims, and the roses themselves are made of blood vessels that are connected to the witch. It is said that if a witch's flowers wilt, then the witch will die. As a result, Ellen's wish to live would give her control over the one thing that is strongly tied to her life.
Weapon: a rose.
Sample: here.
Ellen is a highly manipulative and unpleasant character, and her canon deals with body horror and violent depictions of death. On top of that, Ellen has an incredibly twisted and discomfiting view of love that's based in physical and psychological abuse. She also has an Electra complex. If any of the above makes you as a player uncomfortable and you'd rather avoid it, please let me know.
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Detailed Power Explanations
Nov. 2nd, 2015 01:15 pmIllusory suggestion - can create illusions of beautiful flowers. Those who stare at her illusions for at least thirty straight seconds will fall into a trance and become highly suggestible. Ellen must, however, come at least close to hitting on some of their repressed feelings or insecurities for her suggestions to be successfully implanted.
Examples:
Ellen has entranced a character with an inferiority complex. Said character harbors feelings of jealousy and resentment towards their best friend. Ellen correctly perceives that they harbor these feelings towards their friend and implants a suggestion for them to sabotage or kill said best friend.
Result: Success
Ellen has entranced a character with an inferiority complex. Said character idolizes their best friend, wishing to be just like them. Ellen incorrectly assumes that they harbor feelings of jealousy and resentment towards their best friend and implants a suggestion for them to sabotage or kill said best friend.
Result: Failure
Ellen has entranced a character with an inferiority complex. Said character idolizes their best friend, wishing to be just like them. Ellen correctly perceives that they view their friend as a role model and are mimicking their friend's behavior and mannerisms, informing them that as long as their friend is still around, they will always be an imperfect copy. She implants a suggestion for them to kill their best friend so that they can take said best friend's place.
Result: Success
Characters will not remember anything that is said to them or by them while in this state.
For another example of how this would work, think this scene from Kiyoshi Kurosawa's Cure. Just replace water with fake flowers.
All attempts to use this power on anyone's character will end in failure without prior permission and plotting.
Examples:
Ellen has entranced a character with an inferiority complex. Said character harbors feelings of jealousy and resentment towards their best friend. Ellen correctly perceives that they harbor these feelings towards their friend and implants a suggestion for them to sabotage or kill said best friend.
Result: Success
Ellen has entranced a character with an inferiority complex. Said character idolizes their best friend, wishing to be just like them. Ellen incorrectly assumes that they harbor feelings of jealousy and resentment towards their best friend and implants a suggestion for them to sabotage or kill said best friend.
Result: Failure
Ellen has entranced a character with an inferiority complex. Said character idolizes their best friend, wishing to be just like them. Ellen correctly perceives that they view their friend as a role model and are mimicking their friend's behavior and mannerisms, informing them that as long as their friend is still around, they will always be an imperfect copy. She implants a suggestion for them to kill their best friend so that they can take said best friend's place.
Result: Success
Characters will not remember anything that is said to them or by them while in this state.
For another example of how this would work, think this scene from Kiyoshi Kurosawa's Cure. Just replace water with fake flowers.
All attempts to use this power on anyone's character will end in failure without prior permission and plotting.
A Funny Story
Oct. 23rd, 2015 11:41 pmOnce upon a time, there was a rich man pulling along a cart full of treasure.
His cart had broken down in the woods, but there came a passing hunter and his dog.
The rich man pleaded to the hunter to keep a close eye on his cart, to which the hunter agreed.
The rich man went to get a new cart. Meanwhile, the hunter kept watch.
Night soon fell, and the hunter grew worried for his elderly mother still at home.
So the hunter told the dog to watch the cart and went home to check on his mother.
When the man returned, he saw the dog on guard.
So he gave the dog a reward for his master, a silver coin, to carry in his mouth.
The dog ran all the way home and brought his master the coin.
But the hunter flew into a rage.
"I told you to watch the cart, and what did you do? You stole from it!"
So the master killed the dog.
His cart had broken down in the woods, but there came a passing hunter and his dog.
The rich man pleaded to the hunter to keep a close eye on his cart, to which the hunter agreed.
The rich man went to get a new cart. Meanwhile, the hunter kept watch.
Night soon fell, and the hunter grew worried for his elderly mother still at home.
So the hunter told the dog to watch the cart and went home to check on his mother.
When the man returned, he saw the dog on guard.
So he gave the dog a reward for his master, a silver coin, to carry in his mouth.
The dog ran all the way home and brought his master the coin.
But the hunter flew into a rage.
"I told you to watch the cart, and what did you do? You stole from it!"
So the master killed the dog.
Info / Permissions
Oct. 22nd, 2015 11:18 pmOOC Information
Player: Yue
Contact Information:
inkscapes
Contact Information:
"Viola" / Ellen
Canonpoint: Diary of Ellen, end of chapter three
Age: mentally, she's centuries old. Physically, she either appears to be 14 (while in Viola's form) or 7 (while in her own).
Wish: "I... I want to live."
Result: Ellen is cured of her illness.
Weapon: Rose
Outfit: This when she's in her original form. This when she's in Viola's form.
Age: mentally, she's centuries old. Physically, she either appears to be 14 (while in Viola's form) or 7 (while in her own).
Wish: "I... I want to live."
Result: Ellen is cured of her illness.
Weapon: Rose
Outfit: This when she's in her original form. This when she's in Viola's form.
Powers
» Shapeshifting - limited to changing her original appearance into that of Viola's.
» Rose manipulation - the ability to manipulate and weaponize roses, which would allow Ellen to control their growth and extend their vines into whips with which to attack her enemies. In her canon, roses are the lifeblood of a witch. Roses bloom in response to each soul that the witch claims, and the roses themselves are made of blood vessels that are connected to the witch.
» Illusory suggestion - animal magnetism with the use of fake flowers. This one gets really long, so see this for more details.
»» Binding truth - if Ellen binds someone with her rose vines, she can give them a selection of three questions to choose from. That person can then pick two to abstain from answering, but they will be forced to answer the remaining question truthfully.
» Rose manipulation - the ability to manipulate and weaponize roses, which would allow Ellen to control their growth and extend their vines into whips with which to attack her enemies. In her canon, roses are the lifeblood of a witch. Roses bloom in response to each soul that the witch claims, and the roses themselves are made of blood vessels that are connected to the witch.
» Illusory suggestion - animal magnetism with the use of fake flowers. This one gets really long, so see this for more details.
»» Binding truth - if Ellen binds someone with her rose vines, she can give them a selection of three questions to choose from. That person can then pick two to abstain from answering, but they will be forced to answer the remaining question truthfully.
Permissions
Generally speaking, there is very little I am absolutely not okay with under any circumstance. Please let me know before you spring shipping or violence (if it gets into killing territory) on me, though!